Do you know how it feels to be all alone?
To be on your own with no one to care?
Not just anyone — but the ones you love with all your heart,
The ones you’d do anything for,
Yet they never love you back the same.

When you finally have time, who do you want to spend it with?
Someone you value, right?
But what if that person doesn’t value you even a cent?
What if you’re always the last thought in their mind —
An option, not a priority?
It hurts.
It burns quietly inside when they choose work, distractions, and the world over you.
When they forget the meaning of family, of you.

When you’re sick, and no one’s there to hold you,
No one to wrap you in a hug,
No one to care —
It feels like you’ve been trapped in a lonely world.
A world that suffocates.
That isolates.
And that grief begins to eat you from the inside,
Breaking you slowly, silently.

The worst is knowing that you — their first priority —
Have become their last.
You give your heart,
They don’t even notice.
You love unconditionally,
They love selectively.

And still… you wait.
Still… you hope.
Still… you dream they’ll see you one day,
Even if every part of you knows they won’t.

But ask yourself — why stay in that hell?
Why keep burning in silence for someone who puts you out like a dying flame?
You deserve more.
You deserve to breathe.
To be heard.
To be loved.

So rise.
Show them the strength you forgot you had.
Let go of the one who couldn’t hold you.
And hold onto you.

Give your soul the love it always gave others.
Create your own calm.
Create your own heaven.
A heaven where you no longer wait to be seen —
Because you finally see yourself.

Come share your soul.
Come calm your soul.
Come live your soul.

Soul Notes By Saku